look upon..

look upon..


Monday, May 24, 2010

rabindra nath tagore - 150th year of his birth anniversary- 07-05-1841

I Am Restless

I am restless.
I am athirst for far-away things.
My soul goes out in a longing
to touch the skirt of the dim distance.
O Great Beyond, O the keen call of thy flute!
I forget, I ever forget,
that I have no wings to fly,
that I am bound in this spot evermore.

I am eager and wakeful,
I am a stranger in a strange land.
Thy breath comes to me whispering an impossible hope.
Thy tongue is known to my heart as its very own.
O Far-to-seek, O the keen call of thy flute!
I forget, I ever forget,
that I know not the way,
that I have not the winged horse.

I am listless,
I am a wanderer in my heart.
In the sunny haze of the languid hours,
what vast vision of thine takes shape in the blue of the sky!
O Farthest end, O the keen call of thy flute!
I forget, I ever forget,
that the gates are shut everywhere in the house
where I dwell alone!

-Rabindranath Tagore


Lover's Gifts IV: She Is Near to My Heart

She is near to my heart
as the meadow-flower to the earth;
she is sweet to me
as sleep is to tired limbs.

My love for her is my life
flowing in its fullness,
like a river in autumn flood,
running with serene abandonment.

My songs are one with my love,
like the murmur of a stream,
that sings with all its waves and current.

-Rabindranath Tagore



O thou the last fulfilment of life,
Death, my death, come and whisper to me!

Day after day I have kept watch for thee;
for thee have I borne the joys and pangs of life.

All that I am, that I have, that I hope and all my love
have ever flowed towards thee in depth of secrecy.

One final glance from thine eyes
and my life will be ever thine own.

The flowers have been woven
and the garland is ready for the bridegroom.

After the wedding the bride shall leave her home
and meet her lord alone in the solitude of night.

-Rabindranath Tagore


Tuesday, May 18, 2010

silence - heart..

"r u ever silent?"
me asked my heart..

it laughingly runs -


me came to you - to pacify you..
you angered over me and cried,
"never come nearer.. we are strangers.."

that word hit me..
me stonned there for long..


we strange - in our thoughts..
we strange - in our likeness..
we strange - in our feelings..
we strange - in our interests..
we strange - in our status..
we strange - in our emotions..
we strange - in our lives..
stranges alone get fit in a yin-yang;
not the SAME!!



me dancing with the rose bush..
"how the stems are growing?"

she glared with widen eyes..
she huskily said,
"it depends on factors..
wetness of the soil -
like my feel when me near you..
moistures in the air -
like my breath when you hold me..
hotness of the sun -
like your looks..
whenever opportunity arise - me grow..
me too selfish.."

me exclaimed,"ho, is it?"

"yes.. but don't ask me -

me token her with a kiss..

"while sun teases the earth - she blush;
when she BLUSH -
me yield a ROSE.."

Thursday, May 13, 2010

you - the beautiful - moon..

Me glancing the deep darkness of the sky..
Me wonder –
in the other side of the earth is waves of sun light -
here the deep dark..


The darkness is the shadow of the earth –
shadow standing tall – till the sunlight reach..
The visible stars and other planets are those –
which are within the boundary of sunlight..
The invisible may be still large – very much unconscious..


Me see the sky so deep..
If it is so dark – then what’s the evidence -
that the sunlight is in the other side now..
a moon comes – evidencing that..


Me try to relate everything..
the sunlight, the shadow of earth, stars and the moon light..
Could not relate anything..


You are that full moon..
and brings all those lights –
till you left..
After you left – me very lonely..
Its pain to think -
at least moon may come every month.. but you never..
You left..


Me again try to relate everything..

The beautiful star(y) sky..

Me close my eyes and feel me inside -
a deep darkness – like the deep dark sky -
it is the shadow..

nothing visible except lot of thinkings –
like the stars - they glitters..

me search for the light..
where is it?
any evidence of a light at all?

It may like the same way -
me sit in the other side of the earth –
seeking the sunlight..

if any light there at all?
At that time – you came as a moon – as a love -
evidencing that the light is somewhere around..

ho.. its from the heart..
the sun presents the light..
the heart presents the love – the light..
will it reach the dark sky – and make it brighter?


Me wondering over it..
and lay in the darkness for the whole month..
for the entire month..
The moon comes again..
and you never came!!


Wednesday, May 12, 2010


when not

when too far

Monday, May 10, 2010


deep dark sky..
dim moon..
stand still stars..

me understand -
how big our
SPACE is..


Saturday, May 8, 2010

loving one self..

just came across
ur note -
"me even not loving myself.."


me remembered the days
you loved
all my idiotics..
the music we shared..
the msgs we secretly laughed..
the poems we made for each other..
the dreams we kept for the other..

me always felt - u were in a deep love..
very deep love on me..
your day started with a(n) sms to me..
and end with a(n) sms to me..

and you always kne(o)w -
me crazy on u..
me love the look of u..
love the love u pour on me..
and the ways u addressing me..
just crazy..


if u love me
then whatever - me like
may lovable to you too..

me just loved you..
then how u dislike ur self?


still not satisfied?
come with me..

Thursday, May 6, 2010

tender coconut

the coconut tree
standing tall in love..
shed tears in the shell..

morning dew..

married the grass..
put a Bindi..

Monday, May 3, 2010

me too made up my HEART..

me too never like any committments..
never like,,
and keep me away for so many years..
because me know the pain of it..
me know - where it threw..
me know - its a fire,
which could not extinguish..
its always would end in soilitude..
me knew the pain of it..
me kept myself away from it-
for my whole life..
as me a victim of it..


just like that
you came in..
as you deserved
you kindle everything..

me always admitted -
me not deserved it..
still me admitting -
me deserved nothing..

but you never bothered..

still me rememebered the day -
in which you left my city..
still felt the night -
when you talked for hours..

me never the man for committment -
but got committed..


now you said - "me made up my mind"
that too for some body said - something..

me never listen - those somebodies -
when me decided..
me just asked my heart..
just asked - "will you bear?"

now - you made that heart
as unbearable - as you made up your mind..


me laughed
me laughed
me laughed
never slept..
but laughed..

is it the words - from your heart?
then say - "made up my heart"
just say - "me made up my heart"
its so easy to say that too..


me know
though the candle
might have sorrounded
with the thick rock solid things -
the wavering light alone its life..
just the light..

as the spine of that candle -
me have you inside me..
and my life have been just lighted..
just lighted - by you alone..

me allowing you..
made up your mind..
me try to made up my heart..
its hard..
but me will try
and have to do that..


me too never like any committments..
never like,,
but will not keep me away for so many DAYS..


always loving

waving my hands..

Me used to wave hand to a child -
at the morning walk..
she was with her grandpa - always..
she shy - but started to smile on me..
a rose..


a day he sat alone..
"where is she?"
"left.. left with her parents to London -
for their work.."
he never trembled -
perfect hiding..


everyday when me passing his house
he starts to wave his hand on me
then onwards..
just a big rose..


me feel - he thought that
me too longing for that gal -



"Are you know butterfly?"

she caught me alone..

Me saw her with twinkling eyes..

"Are you know - how does a butterfly feed?
It swings its wings always..

searching honey in all the flowers in the bush -
but by swinging its wings - always..

for a small moment - the wings REST -
that's when - it gets the honey..
a small pause..

then again it starts - to swing its wings..
it is RESTLESS..


she embraced me..

Saturday, May 1, 2010

new blog..

just started a new blog..


1) if u scold on browsing it - u r above 40..
2) if u embrace - u r 30..
3) if u love it - u r a teenage!!

check and tell..