me too made up my HEART..

me too never like any committments..
never like,,
and keep me away for so many years..
because me know the pain of it..
me know - where it threw..
me know - its a fire,
which could not extinguish..
its always would end in soilitude..
me knew the pain of it..
me kept myself away from it-
for my whole life..
as me a victim of it..

-000-

just like that
you came in..
as you deserved
you kindle everything..

me always admitted -
me not deserved it..
still me admitting -
me deserved nothing..

but you never bothered..

still me rememebered the day -
in which you left my city..
still felt the night -
when you talked for hours..

me never the man for committment -
but got committed..

-000-

now you said - "me made up my mind"
that too for some body said - something..

me never listen - those somebodies -
when me decided..
me just asked my heart..
just asked - "will you bear?"

now - you made that heart
as unbearable - as you made up your mind..

-000-

me laughed
me laughed
me laughed
never slept..
but laughed..

is it the words - from your heart?
then say - "made up my heart"
just say - "me made up my heart"
its so easy to say that too..

-ooo-

me know
though the candle
might have sorrounded
with the thick rock solid things -
the wavering light alone its life..
just the light..

as the spine of that candle -
me have you inside me..
and my life have been just lighted..
just..
just lighted - by you alone..

ok..
me allowing you..
made up your mind..
me try to made up my heart..
its hard..
but me will try
and have to do that..

-000-

me too never like any committments..
never like,,
but will not keep me away for so many DAYS..

-000-


always loving
arvind..